hope for a better tomorrow.

hopefully, dapat balek hidup yang dulu.
happy go lucky me.
cuz x pernah happy betul sampai saat ini.
nak happy mcm org laen gak.
tp jauh di sudut hati ni mcm ade sesuatu yg hilang.
tp x sure ape nye.
happy pun diri ni, skejap je.
hmmmm.
hope tahun baru nanti lebih baek.
amin.

*yang hilang bukanah yang terbaik*
juga bukan yang worst.

taktau la nak cakap ape lagi...

i dun understand bout one thing...
y people keep talking bout "us"..
kan semua dah hancur..
bkn tu ke yang "org2" yg suke bawa cerite ni nak??
skrg ni deorang wat cerite laen plak.
ape yg korang2 ni nak, i pun tak tau kot!
ok. korang ckp....
kitorang break sbb "i dated other guy" so gaduh3 then habes cerite.
now korang nak ckp dea yg cerite semua tu.
pls la..
kalau pun betul dea yg cerite, Tuhan je yg tau la.
bende dah lepas, biar la lepas.
i yg sakit ni Tuhan je yg tau.
orang laen tau ape?
faham..faham...
kalau faham korang x kan wat camni la.

boleh x jangan cerite pasal "kami" lagi.
sebab nothing special about us anymoreeee~
dea lebih baik dgn gf baru dea..i guess.
itu yg dea nak. itu pilihan dea. itu keputusan dea.
so, i terime.

hurmmmmm~~
kadang2 dalam hidup ni..kite kene kuat.
banyak orang akan cube memanipulasikan keadaan.
kalau kite x kuat, kite akan kalah.
mulut tempayan boleh tutup, mulut manusia mane dapat tutup.
manusia jarang akan bercakap tentang kebaikan orang.
mereka lebih suke cakap pasal buruk2 orang, jahat2 orang.
so bile dah semue buruk2, jahat2...so yang baik2 dah dikaburi....x nampak dah.

so, i guess, i dah kene kot.
sebab kadang2 kite x dapat elak..kalau banyak sangat cerite yang seolah2 menghasut, fitnah.
sometimes, terpercaye jugak...tapi maybe bukan sepenuh percaye la.
hurmmm~
bile la semue ni nak over??

hope for a better day tomorrow.
really apologize kat sape2 yang berkenaan.
tapi, no one can understand my situation rite now.
awww..bff~~ really need korang skrg
=(
x sanggup tanggung semue ni sorang2 lagi.
bb x kuat.
:'(

so what do we cal this people?

idiot??
desperate??
omg~~
ape yg aku merepek ni (sekali lagi)
owh lappy ku bermasalah di bhg letter "L"
wateva~~

suddenly not feeling well lah
tetibe selalu migrain...
i wonder why?
i din take coffee..
(adela once ast week)
tp tu last week.
hurmm.

*pening*

well, he 'annoyed' me. (sgt!)
tq very much sbb salu buat muke dpn i.
SGT HENSEM SGT la muke tu.
sile tgk cermin kat rumah salu.
tq.

soal hati~

susah nak cakap soal hati & perasaan.
well..ape yg aku merepek tetibe ni.
haha.
anyway, today is a great day.
cuz im late to work.(again!)
hehe mentang2 dah nak resign.
hurm. shoud be a good day today.
becuz...i dunno.
hehe.
*crap*

Im going to KL soon.
Pack. Pack. Pack.
Then i shoud have a great holiday before start my study nanti.
Semestinye..jumpe kawan2..lame x jumpe =)
KL to Johor to Melaka.
omgomg~~
can't wait for the moment.
heeeeeee :D

ok lah.
nak lunch.
stay tune~~~

Japanese MEdeium Length Hairstyles for 2010

i just browse on the website.

searching for the best hairstyle for 2010.
hehehehe.
my current haircut is lame,, booooooooooorink.
cuz it's medium length (dun mind) and it's straight cut!
i rase i cam borink je ngan straight cut ni.
so, i found yg satu ni.
cam comel je tp tatau la suits me ke x.

TADAAA!
i know it will make the person look matture aka old.
but its the latest trendy japanese haircut for spring & fall 2010 (wpun kite kat m'sia)
oh nape aku asyik nak highlight japanese ni.??
well, it suits square & round face shape (ya me!)
curly at the end of the hair.
& the side swept bangs look great.

Tis one Medium bob cut.
ni cam br bgn tido nye style kot.
eh tah tp looks nicze garks r.

The last one ni cute.
oh. it's straight cut n fringe.
omg fringe lagi.

hurmm.
*thinking*

I am soooooo happy & grateful!

happy!
grateful!
thankful!
ALhamdulillah :))))

ceh~ +_+

oh rupenye result uitm lum kuar.
hehehe.
tu la.
x sabar2 nak cek.
result kuar 12pm 16hb.
advance lagi.

tunggu je la.

permohonan anda tidak berjaye.

hahaha.
dah agak dah.
cuz...............
i quit pun x sampai 6 bulan lagi dari tarikh permohonan.
so, mmg x dapat la kan.
cuz lepas quit boleh apply tp kene lepas 1 sem..
but at least i try..
haha.
huhu.
its ok anyway.
:)

oh.
i think i ade problem dengan tidur.
sebab...
now i still can't sleep.
huhuhuhu.
boooooooooooooooooooorink!

ape bibi ayshah buat tyme ni?

on laptop.
online.
facebook checking.
then pergi kat blogger.com
&& create post.
& now im writing this.
:)
oh si dia cam bahagie je with his new gurlfriend.
glamour tu~
well, forget it.
im now okey dengan hidup sekarang.
kalau cinta tu nak datang, dia akan datang sendiri.
betul x?
kalaupunpun rasa sayang tu ada, mungkin sebab terkenang je.
hehe.
i sangat suke terkenang owkeyh.
sebab i sangat menghargainye~~~XD
*feel ajeh~*

urmm...
ya rite.
oh ni lagu ade orang bagi kat i tadi petang.
it's THE SCIENTIST by COLDPLAY.

Come up to meet you, Tell you I�m sorry, You don�t know how lovely you are

I had to find you, Tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions, Aww let�s go back to the start

Runnin� in circles, [sounds like] Comin� our tails, Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It�s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Aww take me back to the start

I was just guessin�, At numbers and figures, Pullin� the puzzles apart

Questions of science, Science and progress, Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me, Come back to haunt me, Oh when I rush to the start

Runnin� in circles, [sounds like] Chasin� our tails, Comin� back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Aww It�s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I�m goin� back to the start

oh & satu lagi THE NAKED BROTHERS.
i can't remember the title.
next time.

Smoochies for everyone! =)

Random: it's 4 days of sleeping at 3-5am & i look ike a zombie craps..wtf.
Listening to: Meet me halfway - bep.

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I think the chances are most likely a zero percent.

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new life. new me.

ini dea. bibi ayshah binti abdul karim. officially 21 tis year (2009). currently working while waiting for the time to continue her studies. she's not hot.

i dunno who is me rite now. but the old bibi ayshah is weak, innocent, senang kene tipu dgn lelaki sebab lembut hati sangat, baek cakap pun clean je tade setan2, lemah lembut ayu2 asyik nak rambut panjang je so dapat blow2 kene tiup angin so ade effect keayuan sikit (bahahah!) wtf.

Tapi itu bibi ayshah 4 tahun yg lalu. now dea dah grow up...belajar dari pengalaman. She's so-not-dat-4years ago bibi ayshah-anymore. I dun mind to cut my hair short (& now im thinking for it), i talk craps, i do LOL, i dun trust guys (i mean easily) cuz bg i sume cam same je...& etc.

Sume sebab suppport daripada friends yang tersayang.
Kawan2 ku,
sebab korang bibi ayshah jadi kebal dengan perasaan sendiri.
sebab korang bibi ayshah dapat atasi kekecewaan dea.
sebab korang bibi ayshah berubah (in a +ve way)
sebab korang bibi ayshah dapat balek keyakinan.
sebab korang bibi ayshah kuat hadapi 3 month-to-get-over-it-fully thingy.
sebab korang bibi ayshah dapat ketawa dengan jujur XD
sebab korang bibi ayshah happy.
sebab korang bibi ayshah dapat memori2 & detik2 yang bahagie.
sebab korang bibi ayshah SAYAAAAAANG korang sume.
:)

i x perlu mention name KORANG sebab korang tau sape korang.
xOxO!

peace ^^_^^

True Friends... [Part 3]

ok.
this is the 3rd post utk True Friends.
hehe.
Lame gile baru ade yg terbaru nye.

Tis cute girl named Annur. Well, part 2 kitorang sekelas but lom rapat la tyme tu. Dea ni kecik2 comel....comel sangat. But then dea salu company me watching football mase kat UiTM Kedah dulu. Dea tengok ehem2 dea (now deorang dah pun couple)..n i tgk i nye used-to-be-ehem2. Yg pic tu pun, tyme kitorang tgk "our ehem2" football match dgn Kuala Muda Naza. Haha. I sempat suke2 tgk sorang payer ni. Anyway, I kinda miss her....hurmm. Now dea ngah wat degree in Law.

Okey. She named Deekay. At first i dun have any idea what deekay stands for..but tau2 sebab fullname dea Dayangku Mazrianah..DK maybe for DayangKu...hehehe yeke dk? Mase first2 dulu, i tgk dea cam fierce je...haha cam takut je i nak tegor. Dk u noe what, i ingat u sombong dulu. But bile rapat sikit baru tau...she's nice actually. Crazy, smart, mcm tegas dgn pendapat dea....n for me she's naturally beautiful. :)

oh. Kembar ke? Ni la rakan kerja i. From left; Susi & Stepheni. Dua2 Ibanese beauty. Deorang mmg cantek..ok, dlm pic ni maybe nampak kureng sikit la. Susi is my senior...we're same age 21! I agak selesa kalau bercakap dgn dea sbb dea sangat matang. Kalau ade2 ape2 isu cinta ke, masalah dalaman ke...mesti dea akan bagi nasihat yang...matang n logik. biase pompuan kan suke cakap ikut perasaan. But she's not. Stepheni, she's just 18...n dea mcm adek i dah. Manje, gile2 (sgtt) & baek. Cute lagi. Sape tgk mesti cair. Dea lah kwn gile2 i. Kitorang akan ketawe pasal bende bodoh yg kitorang sendiri je yg fhm. & dea la antare org yg berade kat sblh i mase i putus cinta dulu. Anyway, deorang mmg best.

Dira Aishah. Kitorang pernah tertukar slip result & mase tu i agak bengang gak r dgn org hea. Kantoi result aku~ hehe & tyme tu i x rapat agi dgn dea. Mase part 4 kot baru rapat sebab kitorang same2 extend. & she's cool. for me, she's an easygoing person...i mean kalau kitorang ajak hangout mesti dea sentiase ON AJEH~ hehee. & teman gile camera i. Due2 gile camera...siap la. She's pretty to me. Dira mmg sporting lah. Friendly & i baru tau yg dea blur2 gak orgnye (cam i)....mmg org yg blur2 ni salu org fikir sombong, kan.

ni Naim. haha. ni la satu2 pic yg i masih simpan. He used to be my BF. but not anymore. now kitorang kawan ajeh. n i dah berjaye get over him. let bygone be bygone.

ok.
itu sahaje utk post kali ini.
semoge bertemu lagi di hari & waktu yg same.
daa2~